Gloomy Sunday…
This is the very first day since i’ve met him, that we haven’t talked. It is something unusual and it is something that i really don’t want to happen but it did. But this is what i’ve asked so here it is now. Never thought it would be this hard. A lot of things is just bothering me to the point that i already hurt him. I didn’t mean to do that. I knew he knows that but the damage has been done. He’s already hurt and that’s probably why he was silent the whole day. He did tell me that he understands me in his e-mail but i know it’s not just that. I think he’s already fed up with my being childish and all. I’m still hoping he’s not though. Hoping….