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Another Day…

Sunday, July 12th, 2009
Is almost going to end. It’s 6 o’clock p.m. at my side of the world and in three hour time, it’s going to be bedtime again. It’s been a boring Sunday for me. It was gloomy the whole afternoon and i really thought it’s going to rain because the sky was so dark and cool wind was beginning to blow. But much to my dismay, another unpredictable weather again. I do wonder though if it’s going to rain tonight.

It’s getting dark here now and though i’ve been kind of productive today, still it wasn’t an exciting day. Well, what can i say? Such is life, right? But i know my life will change soon and it’ll be exciting and thrilling. *wink*

A Memory

Wednesday, November 26th, 2008
Guess where this place is. This was in a memorial park – taken when we visited my hubby’s tomb on his second death anniversary in July. It was already late in the afternoon when we visited so as you can see, there’s the sun setting down. We always opted to visit in those hours to avoid the sun’s heat. We stayed there for an hour. I brought flowers and lighted candles and stayed for a while. As i look back, it only seemed like yesterday when a lot of people were there to witness the burial and sympathize with us. Everything is still vivid to me though i can say remembering those times is not that painful anymore. I’ve moved on but it will forever be in my memory…

Too Good To Be True

Saturday, November 1st, 2008
A friend of mine told me not to trust anyone so fast, and to be careful of those people who are too good to be true because more often than not, they aren’t being themselves but more of trying to set their best foot forward — pretentious and totally not genuine. My friend is right after all. Well, i’m the type who falls and believes easily especially when being treated nicely. What i didn’t realize was i should have thought first if those gestures were true. But nevertheless, i figured out the true colors eventually and it ain’t late for me yet to stop what has been wrong all along. And no regrets for me ’cause i’ve learned from it and that’s the most important thing now.

On Patience

Monday, October 27th, 2008
As the famous cliche’ goes, patience is a virtue. It is indeed and i had proven it several times. I must admit, i am not as patient as before. Time indeed changes people, and the change comes from those circumstances, good or bad that we have came across throughout our journey in life. As young as i am now, i know i had gone through quite enough but i know for certain that there are still a lot in store for me. We never know what the future holds but for as long as we believe that we can make it, no matter what, then we’ll make it through the rain or should i say, come hell and high water. Don’t you agree?

Am I An Optimist or Pessimist

Friday, September 5th, 2008


You Are a Realist


You don’t see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what’s exactly in the glass.

You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is…

But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.

You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations – and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?
I am often being scolded for being a pessimist. I tried to be an optimist as much as i want to though but there are really times that negative vibes gets in the way. I do believe that it happens to anyone. But i’m trying to get it off my system.
Anyways, i took this test and here’s the result. See? I am a realist afterall. Hehe.

Gloomy Sunday…

Sunday, August 31st, 2008
This is the very first day since i’ve met him, that we haven’t talked. It is something unusual and it is something that i really don’t want to happen but it did. But this is what i’ve asked so here it is now. Never thought it would be this hard. A lot of things is just bothering me to the point that i already hurt him. I didn’t mean to do that. I knew he knows that but the damage has been done. He’s already hurt and that’s probably why he was silent the whole day. He did tell me that he understands me in his e-mail but i know it’s not just that. I think he’s already fed up with my being childish and all. I’m still hoping he’s not though. Hoping….